so, here's the thing

I'm dating three guys at once.

I feel like a dude.

It's interesting to spend the day with someone, make out and then go home and change outfits and go out with someone else.

Lather rinse repeat.

Went to a BBQ on the 4th of July with one guy. Got a little frisky. In the middle of this I realized that I had food poisoning (and RAN home). ew. Fall asleep on bathroom floor. Guy number two calls. I tell him I'm not well and so he COMES OVER to take care of me! brings me crackers, 7up and pets my head. For 4 hours.

I like them both. Bring on number 3! I'm going to visit him this weekend in LA. I feel a combination of 5th grade giddiness and ... stress....

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING???? is this wrong? isn't this what men do all the time? why do I not feel guilty? I think I should probably feel guilty. I think I should probably not let any of them see me naked until I make a choice. oops. It would be easier if they all weren't so very, very nice and cool and sweet and lovely. and HOT. I mean SUPER HOT. each of them are great looking, edgy and sweet. they all seem to want to take care of me (which I'm completely not used to - I'm always the care giver).

I am freaking out.

wtf, o..